It's a nice bright and beautiful day out there, and work ended unexpectly early. I had only came in at 10 but was told to leave at 12.30. So i find myself walking back home, a way to deal with all the feelings inside. As usual, i cant stop thinking about you, H**ey.

Not a day gone by, without you crossing my mind. I wonder how long this is going to last, at least another 7 months before we will meet again. What will happen when that day come. will you come back to me? I just wish you know how i feel right now. I am doing my best to give you the space you want for this year but it is not stopping me from thinking about you. I imagine you walking beside me, seeing you hop on the train at your stop, cuddling me to sleep and most importantly, imagining that smile of yours.

i have to admit i never felt so lost before, i know i loved others before but no one made me feel this way. I really hope our paths will meet again. Let me make things right this time and hold my hands til the end.

I am still missing you....